My Story

My name is Chris Krinke (Tonnar).  I am an Intuitive, Energy Healer, Certified Transpersonal
Hypnotherapist, public speaker, author and teacher. Over 30 years ago I was beaten and raped by a
serial rapist.  After several hours of enduring overwhelming pain and more fear than I ever thought
possible, I found myself looking down at my body.  It took what seemed like several minutes to realize
that I was no longer part of this horrible experience.  It was over!  I felt as though I still had a body but
not one that I could see.  My earthly body was lying on the floor below me bound and gagged and
lifeless..  Despite everything that had happened I was filled to the core of my being with love and
compassion.  The joy and happiness I felt cannot be explained.  There are no words in our language
that can begin to do it justice.   Let me just say that if you took the happiest moment in your life and
multiplied it by infinity you still wouldn't come close.  I was fully aware of what had happened and knew
that my family was going to be devastated.  I realized that no matter what causes your death, it doesn't
matter.  You could experience so much pain and  the moment you die, it's all gone.  Everything awful is
gone and it is replaced with a deep knowingness and love.  I was aware of my guides on either side of
me and realized that they were communicating with me and helping me to understand what had just
taken place.  There was a beautiful light off to the left and I felt the need to go toward it.  I  remember
understanding everything.  I mean everything.  I knew why we came to this earth world and what it was
all about.  It was so funny to me that we had it so screwed up on earth. As I moved toward the light I
stopped for a moment and remembered that I had come to earth for many reasons but I was saddened
that I would not have the opportunity to have the children that I had agreed to have and would not be
able to marry the man that I had agreed to be with.  In that split second I was reentering my body,
screaming and fighting to go back to the light.  The pain was instantaneous and so overwhelming.  And
then I felt a calm come over me and knew that "they" were with me and that everything would be all
right.  There were angels everywhere and I felt the energy completely shift in the room.  In an instant I
was downloaded with the life story of this man that had spent the entire night showing me what it meant
to be in a living hell.  I understood how he had come to be the person that he was.  I could feel nothing
but compassion for him.  This was the beginning of a new understanding for me.  I had knowledge that
was so huge and I knew what life was all about.  Although for the life of me I couldn't remember anything
specific.  I just knew it was big and I would be all right.  That was over 30 years ago and I have been
working my way to the place I find myself now.  It is time for me to share my knowledge.


Light Alliance was developed to share knowledge.  I have spent over 30 years learning, developing and
researching different alternative healing methods.  It started because of my need to heal.  Living through
an experience like I had was very overwhelming.  I lived in a state of intense fear for a long time.  I had
so many physical ailments and pain that I didn't know how I was going to go on.  Light Alliance allows
me an avenue to share what I have been given and what I have learned.  It is also a place where you
can learn and find your own answers.  I am on this journey with some very gifted soul friends.  We have
been working with the archangels and masters to bring this information to light.  I cannot even begin to
tell you how much help is out there for all of us to use.  I feel blessed to be a part of this opportunity.  As
I reread what I have written so far, I find myself overwhelmed and tearful.  Though not tears of sadness,
but tears of joy to finally be able to share on a larger scale what I have been taught.  I am on the path of
my soul and I feel it to the core of my being.  I want the world to know this feeling.  I want to share
everything that I have, so that you too, can see that life is worth living, so that you can let go of the
things that hold you back and keep you in the darkness. For when you are on your path, there is only